A youths thoughts wael hussein bobsait

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT Thank you to the following people: My father: The man who raised me well and has done everything in order to make me the man who I am A million thanks won't be enough to make up all the good that he has been doing for me Dr Waleed Ghandoura (Assistant professor of TESOL and composition at Umm Al-Qura University): Thank you for everything that you have given and still giving from precious advice, correcting my grammatical mistakes, trying to make each idea and poem clearer to the reader, time, and huge support I couldn't have done it without your help and support READERS: If you found any grammar flaws, or if you have notes, or any questions, please email me at: loverboy9955@hotmail.com Contents 1-Waiting… 2-In My Heart You're the Only 3-You Don't Love Me? 4-Beautiful 5-She's Just a Mystery 6-My Pearls and Treasures 7-Illusions 8-May 9-No Sign of Her Today 10-After You Leave the Leaves Will Fall 11-Shall I Say I or Me? 12-Before My Ink Dries 13-Can't Write Anymore 14-My Red Rose 15-Where's the Other Half? 16-What to Do? 17-In Between 18-The Queen of My Heart 19-Holding a Feather 20-She's 21-The Unknown Side of Love 22-Through the Distance 23-A Message… 24-A Day Without You 25-Facts about Life 26-To the Doctor 27-Lost 28-Everything Reminds Me of You 29-A Letter to a Lover 30-How Did You Become My Priority? Waiting… Waiting till I don't know where, my patience is going to take me Waiting till I don't know how much my patience is going to last Hunted by the past, living in the present, and chasing a chance in the future to meet you Days are passing away, and I'm still standing right here looking for you?! What kind of madness I've been through? How can I wait for someone who I never knew? I became lost on an ocean of thoughts, hoping to see your boat of hope Take me out of there and let me gaze at your face And make me see the one who I've wanted to face Give me one reason for making me wait Or at least tell me why you've been too late?! You left me there to face my fate, and walked away without saying why?! Why did you make me stay so long? Looking for your sun to rise? Begging to have a look at your face or to hear the tune of your voice Why should my time be paid? And how can you repay the unable to pay? You tore my heart without a knife You stole my days without possessing You had my brain thinking about you, and you make my thoughts lost searching for you And finally I have you in front of me, hearing your breath and listening to your heartbeat Kissing your lips, touching your skin, and enjoying my time like I've never been Holding you in my arms and making you warm from the cold years that done you so harm I never knew that there are three moons, one in the sky and two in your eyes Forgive me for being cruel with you Forgive me for not understanding you though what you've been through Now I don't regret my wasted time for you I would sacrifice my life It wasn't I who meant to be hard with you It wasn't time which made me count the days to see you But it was love that made me crazy It was love who lost me my sanity It was love that made me hold on hope that one day you may appear before my last breath It was love the main and only reason for all this So please my love, forgive our love ….… In My Heart You're the Only In my heart you're the only, and after you left I became lonely Alone in the dark, and hearing the bark in a cold winter looking for a spark My life without you has no meaning Like a dead garden covered with gloom Like a lost ship in the middle of the Dead Sea where no one can see If my prayers can bring you back to life, I would pray for you my whole life And if your soul is still near, please ask her to tell you what she hears My tongue is still saying your name My eyelid is still covered with your image And my eyes are still shedding heavy tears since you are gone I tried, tried, tried, and tried To forget your love and hold on tight But as much as I try I fail And as much as I hide I still clear So tell me sunshine, what can I do? 'Cause I became blind for everyone but YOU And how can I make this through? Without you? You Don't Love Me? You don't love me? What's the matter? You forgot our old days? Like a glass shattered? You stoned your heart from a true love? You froze your ears from listening to my speech? So now my words became heavy on your ears? And my love became something you can't bear? And now you say that I wasn't enough clear? And my absence doesn't deserve your tears? What brought you this hardness my beloved? To be ruthless with the one who always loved? To keep me in the prison of your attraction spill!? Why did you abandon me to your woods of pain? Why did you take my brain so I'm no longer sane? And finally you say goodbye during the heavy rain? As if there's no passion runs through your vein? Now I understand Because of you, I won't fall in love again The Unknown Side of Love Love is like a blind and nescient person Can’t see, and knows nothing in life He doesn’t even know how hard it is for him to be through the distance Lovebirds sacrifice everything they have for… Love They might cut the distance too just for… Love He’s so selfish that he doesn’t care about what difficulties that you face for him In addition, he’s so insensitive that lovers may die for him No matter how many lovers are victims of Love himself People still fall for him, and may die to find a true one And I am one of Love victims who fell in his hardest type Which is: The Love Through the Distance I’ve been added to his list which is already full of fallen lovers The more that come the more space he gives to get more Love is never filled of victims Nor the victims themselves are filled of it He’s like a drug that affects your heart and brain You enjoy it and still ask for more To be a king in Love’s kingdom you must follow his hard rules To be the hero, to be the predatory, or even to be the victim Just for a chance to be… a king in Love’s kingdom Through the Distance Far away from each other, yet we are further Wasn’t it enough for destiny? To break our hearts into pieces?! To make you harder to reach?! And to make me more hopeless?! To lengthen the distance between you and me?! To jail our love through the distance?! Both are living into two different worlds, And both are holding on one simple hope Looking for one chance to meet, A chance which won't last long A few days like a few seconds Which may and my not happen Being an optimistic or a pessimistic, Will it affect the end of this meeting? Meeting you became a goal that I cannot control Regardless all the consequences Good or bad, happy or sad To cry sooner is better than regretting later And to laugh now is better than crying tomorrow They say love usually doesn't have happy endings Yet we still love, and yet we still bleed for love… A Message… I love you today, tomorrow, and yesterday, And without you my world turns into gray A message from my heart to yours When my hands touch yours, I won’t know how to behave The world will become mine, for I’m with who I mostly crave A message from my heart to yours I can’t forget your pretty face It took a place in my memory’s base A message from my heart to yours I love everything about you; I would even kiss your shade If the distance can be cut, I would cut it with a sharp blade A message from my heart to yours A Day without You When a day passes without your voice’s tune, It’ll become dark, and I’ll feel so blue They say: Roses are red, violets are blue My day gets darkened without seeing you The sound of your laughs, and your face in the afternoon, Are drawn in my memory like an inerasable tattoo When I think about someone, never ask me who Of course it’s you! And that’s not something new You are the sunlight which is contrasted by the moon That will brighten my day, and give a beautiful view Honey from your lips is my medicine when I have flu Yet I am sick Only to ask you to give me your lips too! Facts about Life Fantasy overcomes reality, but Only when we walk in our hall of dreams To escape hell and go to heaven, We must face nightmares ended with screams Future is in the front of us, but It’s blended in with secrets that we can’t see Believing in intuition is never enough; For us to throw away facts in the sea Feeling the sufferance won’t let us gain; Ali Baba’s treasures, for sufferance only gives pain Even if we lived heaven on earth, The sufferance in our hearts will remain! To the Doctor Limping after an endless war with life From your passionate heart; the cure I seek With a touch of your hands my wounds would heal Though I am strong, just hearing your tender words; I am weak! Just being with you would stop the bleed, If I’ve been jailed within you, I’ll be freed With you eternal happiness is guaranteed A look in your eyes will make the illiterate read To the girl whom to my heart have sneaked To the girl whom inside her eyes I’ve been keyed To the girl whom when she talks I always heed I will never forget our love’s creed Even if… I still bleed! Lost Lost in my thoughts looking for your embrace Couldn’t find you in the present, Yet in my memory you never left Wherever I walk I see your trace I miss you so much, Yet I can’t touch your shiny face Even when I’m mad at you, I still love you from my deep I can’t even hold your tears when you weep I love your wide eyes; When you're awake or when you're asleep Lost in your wide eyes, Yet I don't want to be found For your eyes is my best place to reside Everything Reminds Me of You Everything reminds me of you The moon, the sun, the wind, the breeze You became a part of my life that I can’t leave, Because your picture exists wherever I go Even if the time wanted me to forget you, It won’t be able to; Ask the sun to not to rise, Or to prevent the moon from appearing at night, To stop the wind from blowing, Or to stop me from sniffing the air Since I began to love you till from this world I leave, In my soul… You will never leave! A Letter to a Lover Dear love, I love you, but not like any lover I love you beyond what the imagination and love can reach Loving you is so divine A love that can’t be defined With a clear head and thoughts I write, For I am writing to the love of my life Do you see the unstableness in my lines? That’s how my heartbeat looks when I’m with you; Fast and unstable, yet it doesn’t need to be treated Do you believe in love from the first sight? ‘Cause I don’t, but you know why? Because I loved your soul before I see your bright face If your face wasn’t beautiful like your soul, Your beauty would be in vain Since a pure and innocent spirit, can’t suit but a beautiful face To the God most beautiful grace: I love you on the earth or even in the outer space! How Did You Become My Priority? How did you become my priority? And in my speech the majority?! And to indulge in my lines with no authority?! After I knew you, I forgot the moments of despair If you leave, my heart will be broken with no one to repair My whole life will be sitting on a wheelchair Waiting for death with nothing but love as a spare You’re a part of my life that I don’t want to share Call me selfish, yet I that for who I mostly care; For life and love are always unfair Whenever you’re around me, time flies through the air I have no wings to fly, but I don’t need any to prepare Wherever I turn my head, I always find you there You are the finest jewelry, and the most rare That will attract even the richest billionaire Yet you can’t be theirs, for you are my diamond and my mare Through the night or the day at your eyes I always stare I forget even the earth’s shape; a ball or a square?! You have taken my mind without telling me where As long as it is with you, I don’t need to beware I love you from the bottom of my heart… I swear Our love’s necklace on my neck I wear You are my soul mate and my second pair That will light my night as a flare This book was distributed courtesy of: For your own Unlimited Reading and FREE eBooks today, visit: http://www.Free-eBooks.net Share this eBook with anyone and everyone automatically by selecting any of the options below: To show your appreciation to the author and help others have wonderful reading experiences and find helpful information too, we'd be very grateful if you'd kindly post your comments for this book here COPYRIGHT INFORMATION Free-eBooks.net respects the intellectual property of others When a book's copyright owner submits their work to Free-eBooks.net, they are granting us permission to distribute such material Unless otherwise stated in this book, this permission is not passed onto others As such, redistributing this book without the copyright owner's permission can constitute copyright infringement If you believe that your work has been used in a manner that constitutes copyright infringement, please follow our Notice and Procedure for Making Claims of Copyright Infringement as seen in our Terms of Service here: http://www.free-ebooks.net/tos.html ... can be driven as a wagon I thought that all months and years should be in the same pattern However, I’ve been proved that it is my fault and I must make a vault To change my old ideas and to add... May it has started, in May it may end, and in May you may understand what I say No Sign of Her Today No sign of her today made my mind blow away Even when she says “Goodbye”, I'd rather to ask... don't play I wonder if she were created of secrets, ray, and some clay 'Cause she is "A human angel", and angels on earth never stay And finally, she logged in today when it was Monday I gave her