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The Free Book on The Meaning of Life on Earth Part The purpose of extreme negativity and suffering and how to find the will to live By Timothy Lee Disclaimer This is a book that is based on mentally-based/spiritual(non-material-based) reality, Spiritually Transformative Experiences(STEs), Near-Death Experiences(NDEs), and the afterlife It might not be suitable for you if you are not interested in such themes The opinions, perspectives and hypotheses in this book are based on information from NDEs, vetted spirit/psychic mediums and STEs They are not meant to be taken as measurable evidence, and are yet to be proven true This book is not meant to offend anyone by mentioning and explaining the terms of negativity, negative people or other related terms — negativity is a very basic human quality and serves a very important purpose in this reality The mentions and descriptions of negativity and negative people are meant for discussing psychological concepts related to the meaning and purpose of life, such are not meant to denigrate negative people in any way Everyone is always doing the best with whatever they have, and behaves in a certain way due to causes-and-effects, no one is truly to be blamed for being negative The purpose of this book is to focus on explaining the truth rather than to offend anyone Please not be offended if you are/were a negative person My thoughts about negative and positive people are based on my own life experiences and are of my own opinions, perspectives and hypotheses Such a personal interpretation might not accurately reflect their true characteristics This book explains the nature of negativity as part of a discussion about a hypothetical meaning and purpose of life, it does not promote the seeking of extreme negativity for any reason Negativity can be very unpredictable and dangerous, contact with it should be avoided The information in this book is not meant to replace professional psychological and medical advice, it is not meant to professionally diagnose or treat any medical or psychological condition You should consult a medical professional immediately if you require psychological or medical assistance Do consult a therapist trained in treating post traumatic stress disorder(PTSD) if you suspect yourself or other individuals to be suffering from trauma or anxiety Please stop reading immediately if you experience distress by the contents of this book Acknowledgements I would like to thank the following people whose information contributed to the research for this book: I thank Molly Quinn for her inspirational perspectives on love many years ago I thank Kevin R Williams the webmaster of http://www.near-death.com for welcoming my request to reference the invaluable Near-Death Experience(NDE) material on his website I thank spirit medium and life guide Phil Quinn(and his spirit guide Issac) for welcoming my request to mention him in the book I thank NDEr Nancy Rynes for welcoming my request to mention her NDE in the book I thank NDEr Britney Hartman for welcoming my request to mention her NDE in the book I thank NDEr Dr Mary Neal for welcoming my request to mention her NDE in the book I thank Jody Long for welcoming my request to mention Near Death Experience Research Foundation(NDERF) in the book I thank Werner Huemer for welcoming my request to mention Thanatos TV EN in the book I thank Amalya from the Growth Factor YouTube channel for welcoming my request to link to one of her interview videos I thank Shannon Torrence from Magic is Real YouTube channel for welcoming my request to link to one of her interviews on YouTube I thank Lilia Samoilo from IANDS NDE Radio for welcoming my request to link to one of their interviews on YouTube I thank Rupert Sheldrake for welcoming my request to refer to his research and book I thank Professor Nick Bostrom for welcoming my request to mention his work I thank fiverr artist nozrulislam2020 for doing a great job in designing the book cover I thank fiverr artist umer_graphs for doing a great job in designing the excellent diagrams found in the book I thank the ancient Greeks for their contributions in mathematics, geometry, philosophy and logic I thank my spirit guides, white robe beings, and souls from my soul group for the inspiring visions they gave me to help me through life I thank the light-figure beings for their hugs, spirit animal(bobcat), other animals I knew on Earth, and the etheric being who helped me I thank the source of consciousness for giving me this unique opportunity to be in this Earth reality I would also like to thank all other Near-Death Experiencers in NDE Facebook groups for answering my questions and for sharing their NDEs to the world They are the messengers that are changing the world I thank the consciousnesses in many of the positive and negative human characters that contributed to my life experience and research work © 2021 Timothy Lee “The first step to unconditional love is to imagine ourselves in others’ position” “The second step to unconditional love is to realize that everyone is always doing their best with whatever they have” “The third step to unconditional love is to realize that we are truly not who or what we currently are but mentally/spiritually(non-materially) the same consciousness from the same source, actually helping one another to evolve” List of Chapters Acknowledgments — Introduction — Chapter My Methodology for Determining the Meaning and Purpose of Life on Earth — 15 Support My Further Research — 55 Introduction This book contains many new concepts that support my included hypothesis that answers the huge meaning and purpose of life question, as well as explains many related big questions of life such as: Why should we care about the things and people in this reality? Why carry on living and resolving daily imbalances in this reality? How we get through extreme negativity, fear and suffering? Why is there a mystery about the meaning and purpose of life? Why are we experiencing this negative reality instead of some other positive reality? If souls and God are all-knowing(and can see into the future) and knew that souls would not like this negative reality, then why did they still allow souls to come here? Why does God allow such a negative reality to exist? Why are we pretty much left on our own without much mentally-based/spiritual guidance and response to our cries for help? Is this reality a dream-like simulation? 10 What is the nature of negativity and positivity? 11 What is the reason for extreme negativity and fear to exist in this reality? 12 What is the reason for extremely negative people to exist? 13 Why people have bad and biased judgment? 14 Does a place of deeper negativity — such as Hell — exist for negative people to dwell in? 15 What is the purpose of suffering? 16 Did Nazi concentration camps had a spiritual(from God, non-physical-based) reason to exist? 17 If we could guess that life on Earth would be negative and fearful, why did we still come here to suffer? 18 Were we tricked or forced to come to this reality? 19 Why did other souls not warn us not to come here? 20 What is the reason for different sexual orientations to exist? 21 Why some people have very good lives and others have very miserable lives? 22 Why are there such poor children with disabilities and terminal illnesses? 23 Why are there people that are very loving but also people that are very evil and mean to others? 24 Why is there duality in this reality? 25 What is the purpose/function of duality in this reality? 26 How could some parents be so mean to their own children instead of being caring and loving like they should? 27 Why is there mortality? 28 Why could there be a need to reincarnate? 29 How could we be free of reincarnation? 30 What is the thing that the soul could actually be evolving? 31 How can we evolve our souls? 32 What is the reason for NDEs(Near-Death Experiences) and STEs(Spiritually Transformative Experiences) to occur? 33 Why are NDErs told to focus on love — what has love got to with the meaning and purpose of life? 34 What is the true nature of love? 35 What is the undisclosed ‘work’ that NDErs are told to when they get back to their human lives? 36 Could soul evolution even go beyond love? 37 Why does fear exist? 38 What is the nature of fear? 39 Do we need to confront our fears to evolve our soul or just escape from them? 40 What is the nature of time and space(dimension)? 41 What is the nature of consciousness? 42 How can we evolve consciousness? The ultimate meaning of life question is actually related to these 42 big questions of life To successfully answer the ultimate meaning of life question, we also have to answer the 42 big questions of life that go along with it In my research, I have discovered the important function of negativity that is related to the meaning and purpose of life As you read through the chapters of this book that is based on my 20-year research, you will be introduced to many new concepts in consciousness and psychology that will logically answer all of the 42 listed big questions of life This book does not only explain the meaning and purpose of life, it also teaches you on how to fulfill it The information in this book can assist you in your soul evolution There are currently over 20 geometric diagrams in my current research to facilitate easy understanding of the many new ideas and concepts(I made the simple ones myself) If you want some guidance on how to live life in this negative reality, this book might be a very good start You will definitely get a solid and logical answer to the question of the meaning and purpose of life, you will not waste your time and energy reading this free book *** My research to find the meaning and purpose of life is based on finding a possible answer based on the highest probability, as I not have direct access to the truth — so not assume that the answer explained in this book is the absolute proven truth I think that anyone with a functioning human brain is qualified to think and discuss the meaning and purpose of human existence, but such thoughts and discussions have to make logical sense Many people are currently unable to differentiate the difference between the ultimate meaning and purpose of life and the meanings and purposes in life, which both involve different numbers of components, and different ranges of imbalances Many people are focused on resolving their smaller day-to-day human imbalances(hunger, shelter, happiness etc.), which although could be related to resolving the huge imbalance of the soul consciousness, but might not be focused on achieving the ultimate huge imbalance — similar to studying in school for one basic-level subject when you probably should be studying for all the required advanced-level subjects When you ask people what is the 44 meaning or/and purpose of life, they may often perceive the closest most immediate and personally-related imbalance that they want to resolve(which could be a low-level imbalance) rather than the ultimate high-level of imbalance related to the ultimate meaning and purpose of life Finding your own purposes in life is to find the imbalances in your own life that you want/need to resolve The ultimate meaning and purpose of life is related to the components and imbalances originated from the pre-life and afterlife But we still have to resolve many personal purposes in life, in order to assist and allow us to fulfill the ultimate purpose of life in this reality Resolving only the low-level personal purposes(imbalances) in life would not be as fulfilling and rewarding compared to resolving the high-level ultimate purpose(imbalance) of life The low red curve of imbalance represents one or some/most of the small limited purpose(s) in life Resolving it/them could lead to a small and limited range of fulfillment, satisfaction and happiness Focusing on only resolving the small personal purposes(imbalances) in life can often trap people to be conscious and think within a small limited range of superficial perspectives and material-based tasks, which could cause them to eventually feel unfulfilled and unsatisfied from resolving such small and limited-range tasks, and could even lead to the reinforcement of superficiality and materialism 45 People who finish resolving each little imbalance, might feel little fulfillment afterwards And then they might have to repeat and resolve the same type of imbalances on a daily basis, which makes them feel that there is no new, important and influential imbalance to resolve that can have a huge influence on the world — taking them on a rollercoaster ride of resolving small imbalances and then feeling the the small fulfillment and the emptiness afterwards, which then brings them the need to find another small imbalance to resolve The large curve of imbalance represents a large seemingly-unlimited purpose of life Resolving it could lead to a large and seemingly-unlimited range of fulfillment, satisfaction and deep mentally-based/spiritual happiness — if you believe that the consciousness(soul) and its ability to resolve imbalances is unlimited in nature, compared to the limited nature of the human being Focusing on resolving the ultimate purpose(imbalance) of life(larger curve imbalance) can cause people to be conscious and think within a wide expanded range of deep perspectives and non-material-based tasks — giving them broader and deeper motivation and encouragement for resolving negativity, which could cause them to end up feeling more balance, stability, fulfillment and deeper satisfaction and happiness at their resolved tasks And then there is a third big question of the meaning/purpose of your life, which refers to a specific major role that you(your human character) will fulfill in your lifetime that will resolve a specific major imbalance that will be dealt with permanently in your entire lifetime People could think of such a role to be associated with a certain occupation, but in Chapter 6, I will 46 explain a set of deeper and more fundamental and accurate roles that are related to these major imbalances What the Answer to the Purpose of Life Question Has to Fulfill There are many popular answers that not sufficiently answer the question of the purpose of life such as: To seek happiness — which involves resolving the imbalance of sadness that originates from within THIS life, which does not involve the components of the pre-life and afterlife To serve or help other humans — which involves resolving the imbalance of needs and wants that originate from within THIS reality, which might or might not involve the components of the pre-life and afterlife Besides, the poor and disabled people would not be able to fulfill much of such a purpose of life — saying that the purpose of life for everyone is to be of service to others is not valid for everyone in this case Can people from this school of thought explain why the poor and disabled are left out from fulfilling such a purpose of life? To simply experience or learn due to curiosity — which might or might not involve the components of the pre-life and afterlife Experience/learning is a very big word, everyone is always experiencing/learning something most of the time — and many of us feel that our experience/learning of the material/physical based reality can be too superficial and mundane without a strong meaning and purpose to connect to such superficial experience/learning But when people ask the meaning of life question, many have difficulty in overcoming their perceived sense of meaninglessness, unfulfillment, sadness, fear and suffering that comes from such superficial experiencing/learning — which are based on negative imbalances, and they want to know the purpose for experiencing/learning such negative imbalances in this reality and the reason to continue to endure them — what makes the inclusion of negativity in this reality so special and important that we have to experience/learn and endure more of it? If people claim that the purpose of life is simply to experience/learn, and that every type of experience/learning would be equal in value, can they tell us why they want to continue to experience negativity in this reality when they can skip experiencing such negativity and leave this reality through premature death? I think we all want a good answer from people from this school of thought People who think that the meaning/purpose of life is simply to experience, might think that all experiences/learnings hold equal levels of value and balance/imbalance, and that there is no important purpose for negativity to exist other than for their casual experience of it — in such a case, they are implying that to stay on in this negative reality or to leave it would make no difference, since they imply that both options are simply equal forms of experience — or perhaps they themselves would choose to stay on in this reality due to their attachment to material pleasure? 47 To love — but for what reason and for what purpose? Some people might want to love in order to develop world peace, but such resolution also involves resolving an imbalance that originates from within this reality, and involves experiencing/learning about the materials from this reality Can people from this school of thought explain how fulfilling such a locally-based purpose would fulfill the true and full meaning and purpose of life that involves components of the pre-life and afterlife? To evolve the human self and/or the soul for the afterlife — evolving the human self involves resolving an imbalance that originates from within this reality, which would not relate to the components of the pre-life and afterlife We all know that we are all evolving more or less all the time But to evolve what aspect of ourselves? Evolution is a big word that is as big as experience Can those who provide such an answer be more specific and lay out the clear and detailed reason, purpose and methodology for fulfilling such a task so that we can be convinced of such an ideology? For those who claim that we have to evolve our consciousness(soul) to ensure a good afterlife, many of us have already heard the explanations from many religions, which could have or have not convinced us of such an ideology The meaning and purpose of life is whatever we want it to be — such a thought is unreliable as it is heavily affected at least by the following cognitive biases: recency bias, Dunning-Kruger effect, confirmation bias, anchoring bias, availability bias, bandwagon effect, authority bias, overconfidence effect, bias blind spot etc Why biases appear in people's thinking? It appears when they allocate more consciousness-connectivity on one or certain targets instead of allocating equal connectivity for fair consideration on all targets Such a loop-sided perspective could be due to parental, peer and social influences and brainwashing These popular answers to seek happiness, to serve or help others, to experience all kinds of things, to love, to evolve, or whatever we want the meaning and purpose of life to be — all involve the opportunity to encounter negativity Such popular one-sentence answers are often not convincing enough for us to continue to experience/learn, endure and overcome extreme negativity Otherwise, we would have become the very same people who believe and practice the ideology of such answers — rather than seek out new and possibly better and more convincing answers from new places such as this book And this is where all of the parts and chapters of this book will provide such a better and more convincing answer We have to know the concerns and emotional requirements of people who ask the big existential question, and then attend to such aspects when putting forth the details in the answer My research has found that the imbalance found in negativity does indeed hold a very important purpose to fulfill the purpose of life, and that there is a specific sequence for going through certain types of experiences in order to fulfill the real objective purpose of life — this is why people should not kill themselves and skip this necessary sequence This is why my book’s subtitle includes the following — “the purpose of extreme negativity and suffering and how to find the will to live” The answer to the purpose of negativity, suffering and fear is found in the later chapters of this book 48 In order to accurately and fully answer the question of the purpose of life related to this Earth reality, the answer has to fulfill the reason of why we have to encounter the location-based negative characteristics found in this Earth reality(my list of 42 big questions of life mentions such location-based characteristics) — and what has the pre-life and afterlife got to with such location-based negative characteristics that we need to experience in this Earth reality? To answer the question of the purpose of life in this Earth reality, is not as simplistic and easy by answering it in a one-worded or one-sentence answer The main question is related to many strange and negative aspects of this reality that people want insights for We need to realize the hidden aspects of the main question that need to be dealt with To answer the question of the ultimate purpose of life, we also have to answer the 42 related big questions of life that involve different aspects of the negativity found in this reality The 42 big questions of life and their answers can help us to perceive the finer details of the ultimate question and its answer While it is not possible at the moment to ask any hypothetical Creator(of life and consciousness) of its intention to create human life and get a clear and defined answer that we can understand from our human’s level of understanding, we have to resort to figure out its possible intention by finding the connection between the related components of life and its relevant purpose(imbalance) If the possible deductions generated are logical, then we can test it out to see if such knowledge can bring about an improved motivation and functionality(purpose) of life to humanity If they are not logical and not bring about any improved motivation and functionality(purpose) of life, then there is no point in holding on to such deductions(of mine) and we should discard such hopes of eudaimonic happiness and go back to living our lives in the usual ways to pursue any kind of physical and material hedonic happiness in whatever ways we can get our hands and minds on The answer to the purpose of life question should theoretically have a liberating and unifying effect on humanity, because the true answer should trigger an innate resonance and natural compliance in the human characters to function more effectively(connected) and purposefully(motivated) in their lives in order to focus on fulfilling such an answer — instead of having little motivation and purpose in life and becoming depressed and suicidal In other words, the real answer to the meaning and purpose of life question has to ‘connect’ and ‘activate’ the inner mental engine of the human characters and rejuvenate them well-enough to resolve their feelings of meaninglessness and hopelessness — well-enough for them to continue to live life and overcome negativity to fulfill the answer If the answer cannot such a fundamental thing, then it does not hold much ability/value/worthiness to be the real answer for the purpose of life — we should then kiss the Creator’s ideals for this human reality goodbye; we can even disregard its intelligence and then pursue our own meaning and purpose of life whichever way we like Hopefully, such a hopeless worst-case scenario will not happen(again) because it is the exact scenario that many people are facing right now To truly and properly find the answer to the meaning and purpose of life in this Earth reality, we have to get information from the pre-life and/or afterlife to determine the correct or highest-probable answer 49 Fear, Bias, Doubt and Subjectivity in Perceiving the Meaning and Purpose of Life Question I think that many people face a bottleneck in understanding the meaning and purpose of life, they cannot perceive beyond the negativity that is restricting them in their lives Generally speaking, I am not certain why the West(including countries down under) is not already able to come up with a suitable methodology to work out the meaning and purpose of life, when they already have all the clues and tools that they need to it, including the teachings of many early philosophical thinkers since ancient times Perhaps part of the reason originated from fearful life-threatening dangers such as the religious persecution and censorship of western scientists in the 17th century who proclaimed any new kind of controversial discovery In such a scenario, following the mainstream religious narrative in order to ensure personal survival could be more important than determining and spreading the truth Such probably led to later philosophers to retract their thinking inwards into a form of biased and negative contracted thinking, with their works reflecting such biased thoughts A negative contracted thinking could lead to the bias of perceiving reality on a superficial material level Instead of perceiving life(consciousness) to have the possibility of having connectivity to other dimensions, one could be limited to perceive life(consciousness) to originate from one's physical body Perceiving life(consciousness) to originate from matter, would further cause one to perceive life(consciousness) to originate from the matter birthed from the Big Bang An unbiased perspective would consider the possibility for life(consciousness) to originate from outside this material dimension, transitioning from the pre-life to the current life and then to the afterlife reality Many Westerners were biased to assume that the meaning and purpose of life is an unanswerable question, or maybe some of them have already discovered the answer but have kept it secret for some unknown reason Perhaps, they are not sensitive to perceive the finer details required to realize the answer as Asians are accustomed to(for example, the fine details in products, thought and behaviour found in Japan) Many of them are not well-connected with the mentally-based/spiritual(non-material-based) reality like many Easterners are, and many not seek to cultivate such connection like many Easterners with proper deep meditation, and practice mental-openness to the possibility of other realities to be filled with mentally-based/spirit lifeforms with consciousness Similarly, many Easterners also have their own biases in perceiving the smaller details and neglecting the larger details From where I live in Singapore, which seems to me to be the most westernized country in Asia, I think I live in a sweet spot between the Western and Eastern ways of living and thinking, which I think allows me to be somehow less restricted by the detriments of both types of cultures (The workings of the brain are heavily influenced by our environment The heavy western usage of lead in vehicle fuel in the 20th century has led to worldwide detrimental effects on people’s ability to think I also give a detailed analysis in Chapter of the detrimental effects of MSG on the brain and body.) 50 The deeper mentally-based/spiritual level is based on consciousness while the human reality is based on the physical level It is so much easier for people to focus and attach themselves to the physical superficial level rather than be aware of the deeper level of the immaterial and mental We know the saying, empty vessels make the loudest noise in their superficial everyday drama — while those with substance focus on making more substance I will reveal in a later chapter on why people can be superficial or have so much substance Many Westerners are fixated on a material-based type of meaning and purpose of life, rather than an immaterial thought-based type of meaning and purpose of life, perhaps due to their culture's lack of being accustomed to the immaterial mentally-based/spiritual reality compared to many Easterners They live with many material and political distractions — focused on aligning towards the Left or Right rather than bridge the two for wide-level thinking and for greater harmony among their people that is what is found in my country Besides material-based biases, there is also the cognitive bias of appealing to authority(religious, political and celebrity influences) If a certain authority/celebrity had flawed logic, their followers could also follow such flawed logic Many people have cognitive biases of many types — due to not having sufficient curiosity to analyse information and make ample comparisons in critical judgments to reach and discover the truth It is either that you believe only in this physical reality/dimension and settle for a material-type of negligible purpose(since you would also have to believe that everyone and everything eventually turns to forgettable dust) — or believe in a greater mentally-based/spiritual(non-material-based) reality/dimension and open yourself up to the possibility that the meaning and purpose of life originated from an outer mentally-based/spiritual(non-material-based) reality/dimension If you choose the first option then you should stop reading this book because this book is not related to a material-based purpose of life If you choose the second option then you will have a very detailed answer waiting for you in the rest of this book The full answer to the purpose of life is not already given to us otherwise this book would not have existed and we all would be busy right now fulfilling our objective purpose of life — but the full answer was deliberately kept from us for an unknown reason(I reveal the reason that my research has found, in a later chapter) So we have to use the clues given to us to figure out the most probable answer to the purpose of life and then fulfill it Otherwise, like I mentioned in the introduction, we could miss out on fulfilling our purpose and waste our time and opportunity here(and might just have/want to return to a similar reality again) The process to determine the answer to the purpose of life could possibly be part of our purpose in this reality I cannot convince you to believe in my book’s answer for the question of the meaning and purpose of life, because only you and the truth that you determine for yourself can so We all have to use mathematical probability and logic to decide the highest-probable answer for ourselves, no one can it for us — you have to know reality and yourself really well to make this important decision 51 At this point, there could possibly be main types of readers: The one that firmly believes in a material type of existence and is not interested in a mental-based outer-reality/dimension answer to the purpose of life and stops reading this book The one that firmly believes in a material type of existence and is not interested in a mental-based outer-reality/dimension answer to the purpose of life, but continues reading this book for entertainment The one that believes in the possibility of a mental-based outer-reality/dimension answer to the purpose of life and continues reading this book to get the possible answer Many people in history tried in futility to decipher the meaning and purpose of life on Earth without success, because they did not try to discover and understand the important nature of the interconnecting relationships between the current reality with the crucial components of the pre-life and afterlife They limited themselves to only this reality based on our known physical existence, and discounted the possibility of exotic realities that are not well-known to us They tried to find the meaning and purpose of life from the starting limit of the physical Big Bang and the ending limit of their own physical death, instead of the starting point from a different reality/dimension and the ending point beyond this reality/dimension They relied on deciphering the meaning of something without doing sufficient information-gathering for putting together the required relationship links that form meaning, which was very illogical from my perspective If the native home environment of our life(consciousness) is from a mentally-based(spirit realm) reality rather than a material-based physical reality, then by introducing a simple biased error of logic by associating the native home environment of our mentally-based consciousness to a material-based physical universe reality would not be accurate and logical, which could also restrict us from determining the right origin of our purpose(function) The desire to determine the ultimate objective purpose(imbalance) of life for a physical-only type of existence is not logical but contradicting due to wanting to know the meaning of something(relationship between the components of life) but not willing to connect the target to its related components to determine its meaning — wanting to know the meaning of a dinner table but not willing to perceive the chairs and plates on its surface Such implies the presence of heavy cognitive biases at play The true answer to the purpose of life question has to be related to the components of the pre-life and afterlife Answers for the purpose of life that are not related to such components cannot be logical and valid answers To think that the meaning of life(involving components of the pre-life, physical reality and afterlife) is found only within physical reality itself, reflects a form of contracted negative consciousness 52 We should never ask close-minded people about the(their) answer to the meaning and purpose of life because they will always definitely give a close-minded answer In order to find the related pre-life and afterlife components to decipher the meaning and purpose of life in this Earth reality — and to determine if the “product” of life was meant to create or resolve extreme negativity, I researched widely to find out what anyone had to reveal about the pre-life and afterlife I realized that it might never be possible to get solid evidence for the meaning and purpose of life because any solid evidence of the pre-life or afterlife could only be found in another dimension that is based on a different lighter-density that might not be properly-measured by the higher-density tools in this dimension The evidence can only be known if/when our consciousness leaves this reality to access it And maybe such mystery was meant to be, in order to somehow bring about the fulfillment of the purpose of life? I continue the explanations of my research in Part 53 End of Part The following would be found in part of the book: Part 2(Chapter 2, 3, 4) — Finding the necessary exotic information for running my methodology to determine the meaning and purpose of life 54 Support My Further Research In my research, I have managed to find the most convincing answers to the meaning and purpose of life, and the purpose of negativity, fear and suffering on Earth These are answers to the biggest questions of life ever asked, but were never convincingly answered until now My research can help you to what your soul is in this Earth training simulation for, and speed up the process as time here is limited With the information in this book, you can use it to navigate through the training simulation with a clear map of the different training areas, and use the information to more-effectively overcome your pre-planned life challenges in this Earth training simulation This book can help you to understand and overcome the negativity(energetic disturbances) in your reality, and help you to develop higher consciousness for your soul evolution The explanations of my research findings can be quite complicated — reality is indeed complicated The dysfunctional nature of negativity is complicated and does pose a tough challenge for anyone to understand and accept its nature I am looking into developing a new field of consciousness engineering I am looking to cooperate with other like-minded souls who are also interested in consciousness research and development I am also looking for people to financially support my further research If you find this book useful, help me to spread the word to other like-minded souls like yourself, especially for youths who are most prone to suicide and could need help and hope in finding meaning and purpose in life to live on in such challenging and turbulent modern times Your help to support and sustain my on-going research will be highly appreciated My research took up much time(20 years) that could have been utilized to make lots of money Do consider donating to my research so that I can continue to focus on it full time I think it is best for me to focus on mentally-intensive research before I get any older Researching consciousness is a very delicate and complicated process, I often need to go into deep meditative states to perceive the delicate nature of consciousness Working a hectic full-time job would be too distracting and would not give me much opportunities to reach such meditative states easily and prolonged enough to gain much insights I am also saving up money to buy a small studio apartment for myself as I did not have many opportunities to earn much money in my early years Through this book, I help to give life and purpose to others, so I hope you can help me to help everyone Because I am an independent researcher and independently funded, after the completion and distribution of all parts of this book, I might need to go back to work full-time to save up for my retirement If many people can support me in my finances, I would be able to continue my research full-time without delay and interference 55 If it is possible for me to continue my research, the next phase of my research might be focused on how to further develop thinking-consciousness through consciousness engineering If you wish to help me focus more on my research in consciousness and development so that I can more to help people, you can contribute to my paypal account at, https://www.paypal.me/timothyleeresearch timothyleeresearch@gmail.com (for paypal) You are welcome to donate any amount you like, even a dollar is fine I really need the money, and it is the thought that counts Money can indeed buy mentally-based/spiritual(non-material-based) happiness, especially from my research work I use high security in my PayPal and other relevant accounts, so not be worried that the donations would fall into the wrong hands (I hope scammers will not target this book I am working to help people in this world who are most in need.) If you not agree with any part of this book, you are welcome to email me to tell me what you disagree with, and why you think so, otherwise I would not know I can be contacted at: timothyleeresearchcontact@gmail.com I have a YouTube channel where I would hold live text chats The topic of the meaning and purpose of life is too complicated of a subject for short interviews, but I encourage you to share the book with others or even a book review on your social media channels if you like I give you permission to use the words and diagrams from my book in your videos I hope you will find this free book useful to cope with life on Earth Good luck, may we all get what we really want(more than needs) from this reality 56 57 58 ... reiterate, the meaning of life is based on the relationships between the related components of life The relationships between the related components of life generates an imbalance — the purpose of life. .. purpose(imbalance) of life is found in the ultimate meaning connection between the components of the pre -life, human life and afterlife The meaning and purpose of life has a function that goes beyond fulfilling... the meaning of the target based only on the one sole component of the target — we need to have other related components from separate locations to perceive the interactions between them and the