... every detail of his face, before shrugging slightly "I really don't know All I can remember was the jumble of emotions rolling around inside of me It was like I had lost total control of my life ... near kiss to convince her of that But even after all this time, she wasn't at all sure what kind of feelings he really had for her She didn't know if she was some kind of mother, sister, or lover ... call it a day, call it a life, crawl into a hole and die Now, after Antarctica, he sensed a small renewal coming on, with new battles to fight and some semblance of hope that they might actually...